Hello and welcome to Not the Molly Mormon podcast.

Hi, this is Abish.

I mean, Kelly, sometimes I forget which name, since I do have two.

Abish.

Oh, this is Katie. I'm not Abish, although I wish I was Abish. Oh, this is Katie.

I'm not a bitch, although I wish I was a bitch.

I am one, so it was actually kind of perfect.

100% abish.

Yeah, so listeners, as you can tell, we have Kelly back.

I'm so thrilled.

She volunteered to come on here and tell a story that I think we're all going to be very enthralled to hear. Yeah, I guess I don't know where you ought to begin, but. Well, I'll start with just saying that, you know, I've done a lot of processing lately, and I have a lot of PTSD complex PTSD related to religious trauma.

And I had never told anybody this story until I told my husband, maybe I think it was about a month ago. And it's,

it's the story of the first time I went through the temple and how that, that literally traumatized

me. And I didn't even realize it until later. I didn't realize that you hadn't told anyone

this story until a month ago. Yeah. Like I kept it secret.

I kind of, you know, I tend to, because I don't believe in God and I don't turn things over to God.

I put my, the things I can't deal with in a junk drawer in my mind.

And so it was time to clean that shit out.

And it was interesting because I went to a Super Bowl party and there was this

woman there and she was like literally the most adorable human being I've ever met. I wanted to be

like her. I told her I was like I so wanted to be you when I grew up like I mean now I'm happy

being me but like her her name was Molly.

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