Welcome back to a whole new year a new us of what have you.

A new us having skipped an entire number.

Nothing happened.

You didn't even notice.

We over did it in December and then we've just had to go into a darkened room.

January has been not enough of it. There is too much January to do in January.

We're on the last day of January and well see my point.

See my point we didn't we were trying so hard I always feel like January

February seems like it's gonna take forever and a half but then you blink I think it

used to it's gone it doesn't anymore. Gone.

I'm living a really dangerous lifestyle, which is having a baby at home, which is what makes the

days feel incredibly slow in my old life. But it's not that life. So it's a bizarre

mashup of some sequences of time that are lived in slow motion. But the whole days

are like, but wait, what do you mean that it's bedtime

because I haven't done anything yet?

Yeah.

It's how could I have gotten here?

And other treacherous things is that I'm too old to power myself up with

coffee and a little late night like I it's gone it's gone. hardcore.

But when I had little children before, that's when I got stuff done.

I literally said this to Ben like two days ago, when both of us were looking at each other at like 645 feeling like well does

it count seems like we should turn in anyway I was like how do we tap back into

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