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Patient number 11 a7, session 19. The patient...

Caleb, come in. Sorry, I know I'm early, but I just couldn't sit around with us anymore.

It's fine, Caleb. Are you alright? No, no, I'm not fucking alright.

Does this have to do with Adam? I got your message that you were thinking about telling him this weekend.

Yeah, yeah, no, I did that last night and did not go well at all.

Caleb, why don't you sit down and tell me what happened?

Okay, so last night we were doing our normal Saturday night thing, just hanging out at my house.

Adam's favorite band came out with like a new album, so we were listening to that and you know,

things were going well. Like really well actually. Like at one point I sort of thought that, well...

You thought what? Well, it's something you know might happen, but I don't know

there have been so many weird moments like that recently where I feel like I'm looking at him a

little bit too much, but he's looking back and it's like maybe he feels the same way, but

well not that a fucking makes a difference now. Why do you say that? Because it was a disaster,

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