God, whatever it is that you have for me prepared me for it.

Make me ready.

Make me whole and help me come to a place where I can accept good things and not find reasons

to self-sabotage them.

I've been specific before in the past and I realize that I don't always know what I want

to need and I always feel like I'm missing something.

So help me become full on my own so I don't search for what's missing inside of me

and inside of others.

I have been through some situations that still hurt me a lot and I've been let down and

disappointed so help me to trust.

I have also been the one who has been hurt by people and who has hurt them.

If I project them pain on them that I kept vital inside of me so help me find peace

so that I don't hurt others because I'm hurting.

Allow me to enter new beginnings when I'm open but rational mind and to clean me sleep.

I don't want to bring my baggage to new places anymore.

I don't want my past to have me afraid of everything because I'm so worried about being

hurt.

I want to be comfortable with my own company so I will be okay with letting things go

that are not for me and I don't feel that they need to force a big mistake.

Help me be able to see the difference between what I want for myself and what you want

for me so that my desires and impatience don't continue to be why I settle.

I don't want anything if you ain't the one who sent it.

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