200: What if you were consumed by your only cure?
This Is Actually Happening
Wondery
4.6 • 9.9K Ratings
🗓️ 24 August 2021
⏱️ 62 minutes
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Summary
“All the reality that I had been putting off, and all of the denial, it all crashed in on me.”
Producers: Whit Missildine, Jason Blalock
Episode Summary: Growing up in the closet with a mentally ill mother, a man finds his true love, but as their past continues to weigh in, the only remedy he knows threatens to consume everything he’s built.
Today's episode featured Gabriel. Gabriel is now a psychiatric social worker and licensed therapist in Orange County, California. You can find out more about Gabriel on Instagram @gabriel.emmm.
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Content/Trigger Warnings: drug abuse, drug addiction, opioids, overdose, death, suicide, explicit language
Intro Music: "Illabye" – Tipper
Music Bed: Ambient Themes by Nigel Coutinho
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Transcript
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| 0:00.0 | This is actually happening features real experiences that often include traumatic events. |
| 0:04.2 | Please consult the show notes for specific content warnings on each episode |
| 0:07.6 | and for more information about support services. |
| 0:18.7 | This had been my life and my way of life for so long |
| 0:22.8 | and now all the reality that I had been putting off |
| 0:28.6 | and all of the denial it all crashed in on me. |
| 0:44.8 | From Wondry, I'm Whit Missaldine. |
| 0:48.0 | You are listening to this is actually happening. |
| 0:50.4 | Episode 200 |
| 1:01.2 | What if you were consumed by your only cure? |
| 1:10.4 | Hey, prime members, you can listen to this is actually happening. |
| 1:14.2 | Add free on Amazon Music. Download the app today. |
| 1:18.0 | Hi there Wondry listeners. |
| 1:20.4 | Hannah and Sruti here from TrueCram Podcast Redhanded. |
| 1:22.9 | Your favourite podcast redhanded. |
| 1:24.6 | We just wanted to say how excited we are to be included in Amazon Music |
| 1:27.8 | and Wondry's best podcasts of the year as chosen by their listeners. |
| 1:32.0 | Which is you. |
| 1:33.0 | So thank you so much to everyone who listened to us voted for us |
| 1:36.2 | or the things you do for us. |
| 1:37.8 | Any of you out there who haven't checked out Redhanded, what are you doing? |
| 1:41.6 | What are you waiting for? |
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