Welcome to part two of this week's podcast.

This is a moment and I think a lot of people go through this.

Maybe not with such stakes as Hezekiah did, but you go through these moments where you

really have to deep search deep into your soul and ask yourself, who do I trust?

What is my faith?

What confidence is this wherein I have trusted?

You have to just reach deep down and it's not about, do I go to church or not or do I

fulfill a calling or not.

It's really deep down, what do I believe?

When push comes to shove and I'm against the wall and I have no options left, what do

I believe?

I had a moment like this on my mission.

I got back to my apartment at night and got a phone call from someone in a missionary

at the office that said, hey, the mission president's been trying to reach you all day,

where you been?

And he said, okay, stay next to the phone.

I'm going to have him call you.

When I hung up the phone and I sat down and I thought, what could this be about?

And then it hit me that the only example I had seen in my mission of where the president

unexpectedly calls someone is from a death in the family and he's got to notify you.

So I don't know if I was jumping the gun or not, but I was convinced someone in my family

had died.

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