You can relax. That's the name of our podcast.

Hello, welcome to Relax the podcast. I'm Eric Stocklin.

I'm Colleen May Ballinger.

And we are the Scissor Sisters.

Hey, oh.

Hello, everyone. So, hi.

How's it going, love?

Man, I haven't even seen you today.

I know. Happy today when we're recording this, St. Patrick's Day. So hi. How's it going, love? Man, I haven't even seen you today. I know.

Happy, uh, today when we're recording this, St. Patrick's Day. Happy St. Patrick's Day.

It is. Correct. I have, uh, fun things to talk about with you today. Oh, same.

Oh, you do? Yeah. I'm excited. So many fun things. So much to get to.

Do you want to start? I know very exciting 177 177 what episodes we're celebrating that yeah that's we're celebrating the iconic number 177 that's my lucky number so uh do you want to go

first you want me to go first you seem very excited no i'm just it's not that i'm

excited i'm just like um not alive feeling today you're beaming glowing well then it worked what

i'm about to talk about worked okay so i have um i don't know if you know this about me but i have

mental illness oh and um it's. I thought you're going to say UTI. Yeah, that too. Um, but anyway, no, I've, uh, you know, mental illness. Right. And I. Well documented. Yeah. And I, you know, would like to not cry every day um and i would like to be

better in just general and just like a more positive happy person and not be like plagued by the

thoughts in my mind so you know i'm constantly trying do work, whether that be in therapy or zapping

my brain with things or, um, listening to talks on, you know, how to be better or whatever.

So anyway, I was talking to you recently about how I was trying to get more in the mindset

of like, you know, the death of the ego and just trying to just, um, be in the moment and, you know,

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