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Tangentially Speaking with Christopher Ryan

175 - Charles Johnston (Eagle Scout, former junkie)

Tangentially Speaking with Christopher Ryan

Chris Ryan

Arts, Society & Culture

4.82.3K Ratings

🗓️ 13 April 2016

⏱️ 134 minutes

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Summary

Charles was raised as a Mormon, became an Eagle Scout, went to Japan for a while, and then began exploring various consciousness-altering substances. He eventually stumbled into a heroin addiction. From there, things took a dark turn for a while. He now works helping others find their way back. Download this episode.



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0:00.0

Real mano Papa zango.

0:04.0

All right ladies and gentlemen, I am back in my natural layer which is to say I'm sitting

0:33.1

on the terrace of my apartment in Barcelona late afternoon beautiful sun coming in beautiful day

0:43.2

as usual in this city and I apologize for the delay but I know it's been a while since the last

0:51.4

episode which which was recorded in Cape Town so it's been kind of chaotic it's probably been 10 days

0:59.8

maybe two weeks since I posted that one and we flew up from Cape Town by way of Dubai landed in

1:10.0

Barcelona about a week ago and it's been pretty hectic since then went to the what's it called Guadalamo

1:19.8

Blase since Spanish the the storage storage place we'd rented and got all our crap out of there and

1:27.2

so we've been busy redistributing our crap in our apartment and dealing with leaking roofs and

1:36.9

faulty dishwasher is in all the various things that happen when you're away from an apartment for

1:41.6

a long time so that's been interesting it's been kind of surreal honestly to come back to this place

1:48.8

where we haven't been for five years and see how little has changed it's pretty much the same

1:56.5

plants growing on the terrace except for the weed of course go to the cafe it's the same guy behind

2:04.2

the counter making the the cortados and the cafes con leche every day and yeah it's just strange

2:14.0

to see how the world doesn't really give a shit whether you're here or not I guess that's the

2:18.8

bottom line there's a sort of assumption I think that we develop over time that somehow we're

2:29.0

engaging with the world in a way that's reciprocal and there's nothing like checking out for a while

2:38.4

and then coming back to show you how clearly false that is I remember the first time I felt that

2:46.0

when I was a kid we had moved from a house where it was sort of the house I felt I grew up in and

2:53.0

and I think it is because it's still the house that appears in my dreams although I lived in probably

2:59.2

15 to 20 different houses as I was growing up that's the one that I still remember so there was some

3:06.7

something congealed in my brain when I was living living in that house I lived there from the time I

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