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This week I'm sharing a huge personal update a year in the making so grab a cup of coffee

or tea and get ready to hear the long version of when and why I'm moving back to my hometown

in Missouri.

I can't believe it like Emma was just saying we feel like we have been talking about this

well we have been talking about this for a year because it was like a very slow coming

decision on our part and something that we've been working on for a long time but we wanted

to wait until it was very official to share it here so yeah it feels it feels strange

to finally talk about it.

Yeah and unfortunately we already named an episode oops I'm moving again so we can't reuse

that but it's true once again yes totally so something that I realized about myself kind

of recently even though it's been going on my entire life is that I am obsessed with

change like absolutely constantly so the longest I've ever lived in any home was for four

and a half years where we lived in our first home in Tennessee where we adopted our kids

and everything so that's the longest I've ever lived anywhere since I moved out from my

parents house but most of the time I've moved every year or two which I don't like that

about myself I don't condone it as a good lifestyle I don't think it's healthy and it's not

what I want for my kids for the future but I'm admitting that it's true and it's something

that has always been like I will always be just a person who has a lot of itch for change

so I guess I'm gonna have to figure out a way to express that in other ways yeah I think

expressing in other ways is a good way to put it because I actually don't think it's

like unhealthy to like crave change and to want to move and to want a fresh start I think

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