I don't know. It seems like I woke up 40 times a night. Every time I wake up, I've had an

incredible vivid dream. So even just last night, if I could, if I had 40 dreams, each dream

had a different, very loud emotion, like fear, sadness, happy, rejoice, wonder. It was all like very

real. And when I wake up, I can't remember any of it

because they're dreams, they're temporary.

They evoked a heartbeat, a racing heartbeat,

or a joyous feeling of the mind or a relaxation.

But it was all actually unreal because it was temporary.

In the same way, this life life as long as it seems is actually

quite short like when you walk by a cemetery all those people have very significant lives but in

one sense they're actually insignificant we don't even think about them anymore we don't think about

the family of gravestones next to each other and what they went through. It's all like a bubble in the ocean.

At the same time, for millennia, for thousands of years, it's almost like it's a dream of

Brahma, like in Brahma's lifetime.

And of course, that's all within a moment of Lord Vishnu's.

So our lifetime, even if I was to live,

I mean, I've had ups and downs in my life.

I've had great joy and great pain.

But even if my life was born into pain

and I die in pain

and I live till I'm 100,

it's still a bubble in the ocean.

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