169: What if you were an Adult Baby Diaper Lover?
This Is Actually Happening
Wondery
4.6 • 9.9K Ratings
🗓️ 24 November 2020
⏱️ 43 minutes
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Summary
“I would do everything I could that had to happen to engage with this object that I needed to do and then I would bury it….And I had to realize at a certain point that it was just not going to work.”
Producers: Whit Missildine, Andrew Waits
Episode Summary: At a young age, a man develops a fetish for diapers that ends up reshaping the course of his adult life.
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Today’s episode featured Maz. His story and came to us by way of Dixie De La Tour of Bawdy Storytelling.
Maz is a regular volunteer, educator, and leader in the kink community in Omaha Nebraska. He and his kink family, House St. James, have run the Sex-positive adult education organization, Omaha Dinner and Demos, for the last 3 years. If you would like more information about Maz, House St.James, or Omaha Dinner and Demos, you can find them all on FetLife at House_St_James.
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Special thanks to Sexual Folklorist Dixie De La Tour, Creator and Host of the incredible sex and storytelling series, Bawdy Storytelling. Dixie and Bawdy Storytelling have been running live storytelling events for almost 14 years (and a podcast for 4 of those years), and recently received a ‘Best Erotic Podcast’ Award from Oprah Magazine. You can find out more about Bawdy Storytelling’s podcasts and livestream shows at bawdystorytelling.com.
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Content/Trigger Warnings: fetish, age play, sexually explicit scenes, explicit language
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Transcript
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| 0:00.0 | This is actually happening features real experiences that often include traumatic events. |
| 0:04.2 | Please consult the show notes for specific content warnings on each episode |
| 0:07.6 | and for more information about support services. |
| 0:15.0 | Today's episode marks the third and final part of our happening series on kinks and fetishes. |
| 0:20.2 | Our feature guest today, Maz, came to us by way of sexual folklorist Dixie Dillator, |
| 0:25.2 | creator and host of the incredible Sex and Storytelling series, Body Storytelling. |
| 0:29.9 | Dixie and Body Storytelling have been running live storytelling events for almost 14 years |
| 0:34.4 | and a podcast for four of those years and recently received a Best Arotic Podcast Award from Oprah Magazine. |
| 0:40.3 | You can find out more about Body Storytelling's podcasts and live stream shows at BodyStorytelling.com. |
| 0:46.3 | That's B-A-W-D-Y Storytelling.com. Thank you for listening. |
| 0:51.3 | I would do everything I could that had to happen to engage with this object with diapers that I needed to do |
| 1:01.9 | and then I would hate it and then I would bury it and it would come back and it would happen over and over and over again. |
| 1:09.4 | And I had to realize at a certain point that it was just not going to work. |
| 1:23.8 | From Wondery, I'm Whit Missildine. You are listening to this is actually happening. |
| 1:36.8 | Episode 169. What if you were an adult baby diaper lover? |
| 1:48.9 | Hey, prime members. You can listen to this is actually happening. |
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| 1:57.0 | 13 years ago in one of the cramped dorm rooms of prestigious Sarah Lawrence College, |
| 2:02.1 | a nightmare unfolded. The students didn't know it yet, but when a bizarre new roommate moved in, |
| 2:07.4 | he would change their lives forever. Devill in the dorm, an exclusive new podcast on Wondery Plus, |
| 2:13.4 | dives into the horrifying story of Larry Ray, who moved into the dorms with his daughter. |
| 2:18.4 | Shortly thereafter he started to control, manipulate and brainwash some of the students. |
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