Welcome back to what have you. I'm Rachel Jankovic. I'm Becca Merkel. We are sitting here looking at a beautiful sunset.

It is on the very day when we were supposed to put out a podcast, but it's a beautiful sunset.

So we'll just put it out maybe. And whenever it comes out, you'll know that we thought of you on the day we meant to give a podcast.

So here we are, Becca. Here we are indeed and in truth. I put a post up on Instagram a couple of days ago, whatever that I did, that got questions that I thought to myself.

We should talk about this on the podcast because it's the kind of answers that I think would be easier talked to the written.

Yeah, sure. Where the tone of voice didn't play into it. See your post. I'm actually even going back to look at it to make sure I know what it was.

It was the one about joy is lead with joy that joy is better more. It's more contagious.

Yes. And that joy is the thing that so there was a lot of things that came up in the questions.

I was talking about a thing that we've totally talked about on the podcast before, which is that when you're when you're in sin and you're like angry or petty or self-righteous or whatever,

nobody like enters in with you to look at the object of your problems, which is what you always think you're doing.

You think when you get all bluster fussy at everybody that they're going to notice what beasts they've been to you, but they do not.

They might get a little cohort of people around you it with you. Yeah, we'll do it with you, but it's never the one that you see.

But you don't actually, it does not compel people. It's never the one that you're fussy at.

Yeah, it's the verse about the wrath of man does not produce the right.

And every time, and I think the example that I used in the poster was like that when I would get cheesed off at the kids for putting their backpacks and boots and stuff all over the entryway instead of where they were supposed to go.

This is just an example. I'm not telling you that I'm universally getting cheesed off by this, but I'm saying it's well within the range of human possibility that I have sinned over such that it is.

As you as that. So probably have, but that if I called all the kids together to be like, you look at this.

Yeah, look now at what you have done the snow boot carnage, the miss. If I did that, not one of them would be looking at the boots in shock.

They would all be looking directly at me and they would not look past me and they would they would only be there to watch the sad news that is moms out of fellowship and not in the joy of the Lord right now.

And you can feel it when it's happening. I can feel when I am on an edge of not maybe giving the information with the tone of voice that I ought to be like I can feel when I'm getting.

Let's be real. I can feel it, but also if I about about I don't know 10 to 12 inches before I feel it look feels it and gives me an eyeball.

Am I am I am I am I am I being short or like am I being too snippy wippy or hard like whatever and I should not be that way. Now what came up in the questions was a lot of stuff that just made me think.

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