If my life was a TV show, this is how it would start. I would hear my alarm go off, push this news button, hear it again.

Finally forced myself to get out of bed.

Stumble into the bathroom.

Brush my teeth with my eyes closed.

Make some coffee and then go into my closet.

Then the camera from this TV show would pan to a bright digital clock and it would read 3.22 AM.

In the dark in my closet at 3.22 a.m.

what is this life that I'm living?

Sometimes I sing to myself before I'm living.

Sometimes I sing to myself before I start recording narration

for this podcast.

Hello, Lolo.

For eight months, I've been living a double life because last year someone gave me a job offer.

You know and I think that's why we really would love to have you on the team that we

think that you have that spirit too. You know like you seem to just get it.

And I took it.

I would be starting my first job as a professional producer

at a public radio station.

A little before work cuddle sash.

On the weekdays, I would no longer be sleeping in with my boyfriend Ben.

Instead, I would be leaving the house early

and spending eight hours of my day somewhere else.

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