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The Slowdown: Poetry & Reflection Daily

1482: XII. Southern Constellations by Brandon Kilbourne

The Slowdown: Poetry & Reflection Daily

American Public Media

Performing Arts, Arts

4.81.3K Ratings

🗓️ 30 March 2026

⏱️ 6 minutes

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Today’s poem is XII. Southern Constellations by Brandon Kilbourne.


The Slowdown is your daily poetry ritual. In this episode, Maggie writes… “No matter where I am in the world, no matter what beautiful landscape I might find myself in, no matter what new experience I might be having, I feel the pull of home. I don’t mean home as in place. I mean home as in people.”


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0:00.0

I'm Maggie Smith, and this is The Slowdown.

0:19.4

No matter where I am in the world, no matter what beautiful landscape I might find myself in, no matter what new experience I might be having, I feel the pull of home.

0:35.4

I don't mean home as in place. I mean home as in place. I mean home as in people. There are wonderful,

0:44.6

necessary, life-changing adventures to be had by traveling, and still we long to hold and hug

0:53.6

and kiss the people who aren't there with us on that trip.

0:59.2

On my last vacation, for example, I escaped the frigid Midwestern winter for sunny Miami,

1:07.3

and it was heavenly, good company and good food and warm sun on my skin. And yet,

1:16.7

and yet, I couldn't wait to hug not only my children, but also my dog. I know I'm not alone

1:26.5

in that feeling, that pull. Even when the sunset is beautiful

1:31.8

on the water, even when I'm eating something impossibly delicious, even when I'm exactly where I want

1:40.7

to be, part of me is back home, thinking of home. And by home, I mean family,

1:50.1

the people who are my place in the world. The speaker of today's poem knows that feeling well.

2:00.3

They are someplace far away, doing painstaking and awe-inspiring work,

2:06.6

the work of discovery. And yet, and yet, they're thinking of their beloved, of home.

2:18.3

Southern Constellations by Brandon Kilbourne.

2:24.2

Now, in the closing days, the quarry again stands silent.

2:30.9

Our tools largely packed away, as the fossils recovered over this past month, now sit within the kitchen tent, their jacketing plaster ghostly in its shade.

2:47.1

With the expedition nearly over, I take about an hour each evening to venture off from the others,

2:57.1

seizing these final chances and the absent risk of nightfall to quest for wildflow among the tundra's hollows, a souvenir from this land where the summer sun never sets.

3:15.2

Bare fingertips burning from the near August cold, I pluck stems of lemon cup poppies, collect white bells of heather, stash delicate globes of Campion, to press between waterproof pages, putting to use the field notebook that I have neglected to fill with my thoughts here on Ellesmere,

3:45.2

reflections on dwarf caribou, the lost histories lived out by fossil fish, and my fortune not to

3:55.4

happen upon a polar bear, all unrecorded, but leaving room instead,

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