I found myself in a space where I had gotten a little off the rails and I had experienced

eating disorders as a teenager, both Anaraxia and bulimia.

But it took a all in, right?

It had gone far enough that I had seen a therapist,

but I had pulled it back from time to time.

And what happened after I had this baby

was I started keeping a secret which was that I had

fallen into bulimia and it felt exactly the same as when I was using drugs.

Hey friends and welcome back to the Light Watkins show where I interview ordinary folks just like you and me who've taken extraordinary leaps of faith in the direction of their path, their purpose, or what they've identified as their mission.

And in doing so, they've been able to positively impact and inspire the lives of many other people

who've either heard about their story or people who've witnessed them in action helps people ask for the help that they need.

She is also a huge fitness influencer. Her name is Jamie Hesse. So Jamie grew up in New York City. She grew up in a privileged life as the daughter of Joan London, who some of you may remember as one of the anchors of Good Morning America.

And at an early age, Jamie, like many privileged young teenagers, got involved in drugs and alcohol.

And later she started working in PR and she became a high functioning addict, those are her words, until an

accident got her addicted to Vicodin and then later on that spiraled into an addiction to

Adderall, which she described as being

far worse than any street drugs she'd ever tried.

And her mom had ridden her off and then had a change of heart and came back and tried to convince her to go to recovery and this

time it actually worked.

Jamie was able to turn her life around and that's when she became a fitness influencer.

Then she met her now husband. They were set up on a blind date and then he

ended up proposing to her at Barry's boot camp and together they started a platform called

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