Welcome to Feathers in My Hair, an emotionally broken Psycho's Patreon exclusive.

Join me for the Ultimate Team Mom Deep Dive. This is more than just a recap show. I'll scour the internet to bring you all the best drama that MTV didn't air.

From police reports to deleted tweets, I've got the details on all the fights,

breakups, and arrests of our favorite MTV trainbacks. If you think the moms bring the drama

on TV, just wait until you hear what really happened. I'm your host, Liz Bentley.

Hi, everyone, before we get started, I don't feel well.

My nephew, well, my brother and sister-in-law and nephew were here for the last week,

and he was just like a snap bucket the whole week.

And yesterday I started to feel really tired.

And then today I woke up, like, like stuffed up so yeah I'm just not feeling a thousand percent uh also it's just you know

like post holiday blues it's been a long week I was like not at my house for basically two full weeks between watching my dog and then

my family coming in. I stayed at my dad. So it was just like this whole thing. Oh, I should update that

Cosmo went peacefully over the rainbow bridge the morning of the 31st. My parents got home on the 30th,

and I think, like, really realized how bad she was. Like, I'd been texting my dad the day before,

and I was like, Cosma won't put weight on her legs. Like, she won't stand up. My dad was like,

it's okay. It's okay. And just, like, kind of blowing off my texts not blowing me off but like I don't know

didn't seem concerned about it and then like as soon as you're at home he was like Cosmo won't

stand up and I was like yeah I know I've been telling you this for 36 hours but I think at first he's

like well she's eating and drinking but then she wasn't really eating and

drinking my stepmom was really like okay it's time um I know they're really happy that she

waited till they got home to really get as bad as she was the last like 48 hours was when she

like really declined and like wouldn't stand up and

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