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I've noticed like half of every episode for the past like half a year.

I'm just gripping myself.

Is that, what is that?

Self-soothing. Yeah, I think so. But why am I soothing? gripping myself. Is that? What is that? Self-soothing.

Yeah, I think so.

But why am I soothing? Well, it could. Why don't want to need it right now? Am I scared? Yeah, but you might think that you don't need it, but inside, deep inside, you want someone to hold you tight. And it's funny because I'm right here, but it's, I'm not going to do it unless you I'm not.

And for a moment there when you said that,

I thought of you embracing me

and it actually sounded really good. Once the last time you hugged someone, like for longer than a minute. Bro, that's the shit. When it's like, you start crying halfway? No, but, well, you might. Maybe it's for me. It's like, if you embrace someone, okay, and this is just, it's like, it doesn't matter who this person is to you. I'm like setting it up, like, it has to be me, but now. Is it better if it's random or? No, I think like, no, you know those people who stand on the street and they're like giving out hugs or whatever. Oh, yeah. you do get that one person who like hugs them and then they actually start crying because it's like they haven't had one in a while. Like, uh, I think the other

day I hugged Mandy like, like I was like, Mandy, you know what? I just need a hug. Like I need a really long hug. Like a quick one, whatever. Like I need you to hold as long as you can. For Mandy that was hard. She's like, what is happening?

Get away from me.

She's like, okay, sure.

And it felt really nice because eventually I also just forgot it was Mandy eventually.

I was just like... hard. She's like, what's happening? Get away from me. She's like, okay, sure. And it felt really nice

because eventually, I also just forgot it was Mandy eventually. I was just like, it's like, I felt like I was being hugged by like God. I don't know. Wow. So, one try? Oh, I don't know if I can, bro. You know what? We might not be able to. Why? Because you, you, there's too many, like distractions. I'm thinking like we need to be in like an empty room and like holding each other on the floor hugging.

On the floor?

Like on our knees.

You're on the floor?

On our knees?

What are you talking about?

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