We are two mariners, the ship's sole survivors in this belly of a whale.

His lizard sealing pain, His lips are feeling green.

His guts are carpeting.

I guess we have some time to kill.

You may not remember me.

I was a child of three, and you are a lettered 18.

But I remember you, and I will relate to you how are histories and ween.

All right guys I got a tripod here which is pretty funny since this uh I finally have a tripod so i'm not looking down

at you guys like weird uh weird pervert uh but it's sort of ironic that i have this now for this

episode because this is going to be the last not vlog but of the last

theory blog I will still do at least two streams a week I think I'm gonna do a

Wednesday I think I'm thinking I'm gonna do black reconstruction thinking about

black reconstruction although I'm not sure yet going to do Black Reconstruction. Thinking about Black Reconstruction, although I'm not sure yet, starting maybe next Wednesday, or the Wednesday after that.

But then Friday, I will do, like, a fun vibe stream where, like, take questions and talk to people.

But if I'm going to keep doing this thing I've been doing with the vote ball stuff

and trying to make sense of politics and spirituality and how they mix and all that,

I have to start writing it down.

Period.

End of sentence.

This was very useful for me as a mechanism for thinking things through,

but it has gotten to the point where it is no longer

constructive for me. I am doing this to escape the hard and scary stuff, which is putting things down

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