Yo, today's QOD as love is forgiving here we go

Welcome back to the quarter of the day show I'm your host Sean Crox and a Sean Crox and

Taccom. We got Dr. Wayne dire back on the show and today Dr. Wayne is going to share a very

personal story about the power of forgiveness. Wayne dire he's coming up.

I got to tell you that back in 1975 I had just come off of a phenomenal experience.

I had been searching for my father since the time I was eight years old and I had dreams about him all the time.

I had never seen this man and he had been extremely cruel to everybody that he had ever met in his life.

All references to him had been most unflattering. His life was an ignominious one in almost every way.

And yet there was something inside of me. There was a vengeance. There was an anger.

There was a pain. There was a suffering. There was something inside of me that wanted to talk to this man

and find out how do you abandon three children? How do you do that?

And how do you leave a woman and never pay her any child support?

And how do you beat somebody up and rape them and create a pregnancy that way?

And how do you use alcohol to destroy yourself and the endless stories that I had heard sort of

backhand because it was too painful even for my mother to talk about?

How do you do that? Where does that come from? And I wanted to know because somehow I thought maybe his

leaving was courageous. Maybe he just couldn't stay and face it and maybe he loved them so much and

he had to leave. Who knows? If you don't know, you just wonder, don't you? And you just think about it.

And I thought about it. My other two brothers couldn't have cared less about any of it.

They were not interested at all. They didn't have any memory either. My oldest brother had some

slight memory. But my next brother didn't. He was with me for the whole time.

And so I must tell you this because it really is relevant. When your purpose starts to become

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