So it's like you've got to kind of evaluate what do you think is best for the kids based on what

society screams at us sometimes versus truly what is best for them. Hey, babes, it's Kayla Craft with the Mommy Millionaire Podcast.

I'm a mom of three little's ER nurse turned self-made millionaire and lifestyle

entrepreneur. I am bringing you inspiring stories of business and mindset tips to

help you be shameless in pursuing your ambitions.

Oh gosh, what am I up to lately? I mean there's a lot of work stuff going on that we can talk about but I think the thing that's most present is I am getting used to loving someone so much and I'll

expand on this. So this past weekend Stefanos my fiance went away for four days,

he was facilitating a men's retreat,

and there was like no service.

And I freaked out.

Like I, and I'm a really,

I have always defined myself as a very independent person.

It was always hard for me in relationships, like carve out a time. I loved being alone.

And what's interesting in this relationship is because you

so my person and I love him so much like I'm discovering this other part of me

that loves so deeply and this fear of losing it, like really like I came face to face

with that this weekend. And as I was kind of going through it I thought about

gosh like what is this going to be like when I have a child and you love a child so much and it's like that

that line between loving something so much and worrying about something he came home he was

it was great he was totally safe he had an incredible weekend but it was just an

interesting part to discover inside myself of being for the first time when usually

like in the past when I had time to myself I was like oh this is great but

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