Welcome to the podcast,

Sadguru of Mistakes and Mistakes.

Sadgur, can you tell us about your mother?

I think there was no,

some grand expression of love or this and that.

It was just a taken for granted relationship.

It's taken for granted that we are of paramount importance to her.

So, it never occurred to us, oh, she loves her, she takes care of us, these thoughts never came.

It's like, that's all her life is about. That's she, just what matters in her life is just us.

She gave us that cocoon.

And I think that made a tremendous difference to all of us in those times.

And as I've already many times said, she was, she made everything with her hands in the house.

From cooking to embroidery, stitching drapes and stitching things, everything was her work.

Her signature was all over the house.

Without saying a word, it was simply everywhere. I remember when we went out to other places, always every pillowcase, every bed sheet,

everything is embroidered, you know, some embroidery should have done.

If when we went out to places outside and just before sleeping, if she saw the pillowcase is just

a white pillowcase, she would say, how can children sleep on an empty pillowcase?

And within five minutes she would put a small parrot.

I remember those green parrots so well

because looking at that damn parrot, I would just fall asleep.

I, those parrots are sticking in my head so strong

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