Everyone watching this show right now is dealing with some sort of evil in their lives.

The majority of them has some sort of crotch.

The smart people flock to exercise, healthy relationships, building a career around themselves.

Unfortunately, at 17 years old, I made a split second decision to try a drug that was

so powerful and so addictive that I signed my life away for the next 10 years after

that.

And at this time, I was a fucking psychopath, dude.

I started punching the fucking window with my bare hands trying to smash the fucking window.

And I opened the door and there was a kid with a double barrel shotgun pointed at me.

Like my brain said, this dude is the dude that pulls the trigger.

They brought me into the emergency room.

They cut a massive cut down my entire abdomen.

Fractured my skull, I woke up in a pool of blood with my foot right here next to my head.

I'll never forget having doctors feed tubes down my nose into my throat while I was awake

into my stomach to suck blood out of my stomach.

Throwing up all over myself, shitting all over the place, shaking, crying, sweating.

I was dying, dude.

I fucking knew it.

I was probably 21 when I died to my mom.

There are so many addicts out there right now and so many people doing with mental health

problems and hopelessness in this world that have lost their fucking light, dude.

This is all their life is ever going to be a drug addict living under a bridge.

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