131: What if a psychotic break split your life wide open?
This Is Actually Happening
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4.6 • 10.4K Ratings
🗓️ 30 April 2019
⏱️ 35 minutes
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Summary
“I have a fear every single day am I going crazy and I don’t even know it? I didn’t know the things that I was doing and the things that I was saying were so extreme.”
Producer: Whit Missildine
Editor: Nigel Coutinho
Episode Summary: After surviving a father whose mental illness consumed the family, a woman spirals down into psychosis and compulsive behaviors, finally leading her on the path to healing.
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| 0:59.0 | I have a fear every single day. |
| 1:16.8 | Am I going crazy and I don't even know it? |
| 1:19.4 | Because I didn't know I was going crazy. |
| 1:21.2 | I thought this was completely normal behavior. |
| 1:23.6 | I didn't know the things that we're doing and the things that I was saying were so, so extreme. |
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