Hello and welcome to reality TV cringe.

I am Delia here with my daughter-in-law, Beatrice.

Hi.

This is our actual scheduled time to meet because we were going to do a podcast on Sister Wives

Season 4, Episode 6, and also Seeking Sister Wives, which just launched last night.

And we certainly were prepared to do that.

However, we got the news about an hour before we were scheduled to meet that

Garrison Brown had passed away from a self-inflicted injury.

I don't want to.

He committed suicide.

And to say that I am shocked is an understatement.

Devastated as a parent.

Heartbroken.

Heartbroken because I really love Garrison, like what he was allowed to show us of who he

was, especially as he, you know, became an adult and bought his own home and tried to make some

space for his mom, take care of his family and Gabe.

And, like, I just, I think he was turning into such a wonderful person.

Yeah.

And I am really so unhappy to hear this news.

I'm devastated.

I mean, I just, like, I can't imagine what this family is going through right now, what Janelle's going through, what Cody's going through. Like, I know we talk mad shit on this podcast because we cover the show and we talk about these characters and all of this stuff. But we have to remember that these are real people. And when stuff like this happens,

it's like just a wake up call that none of us know what's actually going on in these people's

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