Hey, it's Kristen.

And before the show gets started, I wanted to take probably a very long second to say a couple

of things.

First, the guest for my first show back is Neil Brennan.

I'm so happy it was Neil because Stevie was a huge fan of his and did a depression impression

on him.

And he was going to come on the show a few months ago and it hadn't panned out because we couldn't align dates.

So I know she would be so happy that he came on the show.

He has a Netflix special right now called Three Mikes where he talks a lot about depression,

but also does stand up and it goes

like up and down and left and right. It's got all the feels. You guys should definitely check it out.

He also has a little show you may have heard of just maybe called Chappelle's show ever heard of it.

That's what I thought. He also has a Comedy Central special and has done a lot of directing and written movies and all the kind of stuff that makes me want to steal his identity.

So very thankful that he wanted to come on or was willing to come on.

I don't know if he wanted to come on, but he was definitely willing to come on.

It was very strange doing the show without Stevie.

It did not feel good.

It was cool to get to do the show with Neil, but it's like you are offered dessert without your dinner.

And Stevie was the dinner.

And it's like, like well of course I want

dessert but I also want dinner you know and so it was very it's it was a very

difficult thing I was going over there excited and then I kind of left feeling a

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