Hello my beautiful people and welcome back to the moments podcast. I have missed you guys and I'm so glad that we're back in action but

recording this episode is so weird for me right now because my whole family is here from like New York and they're all inside

right now and I'm sitting in my van recording and I just keep thinking that people can hear me and I know that they can't

But but if you've been listening for a while you know that that weirds me out like I can't listen to my own voice and I can't

Sam when other people can hear me talking yet I have a podcast that doesn't make that much sense

But some things in life just don't make sense and that's okay

But some of you guys may know that I'm going back to Hawaii in

Less than a week from now

Which is insane because when I originally went to Hawaii if you guys don't know that whole story

Let me just give you some rundown. I was supposed to go out there for like two and a half months

like two months and

Two weeks into that trip literally not even a full 14 days into that trip to Hawaii

I ended up signing a year lease my parents were like no don't do that like what if things change in six months

I'm like no, I never want to leave here. It's perfect. It's amazing. It's the best place on earth

Which it is but I said no, I'm signing a year. So that's what I did I signed a year lease

I was out there for six months almost seven

I came home once in that time period just for Easter and

Because I had to pay taxes, you know fun fun stuff

But overall I really just randomly decided one day that I was I don't know why I thought it was a good idea

I really don't know why I thought it was a good idea to move

5,000 miles away from my home when the first time I went away to college which was a seven hour drive from my home

I got home sick and came home once a month. I'm not exactly sure what I was thinking there

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