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The Slowdown: Poetry & Reflection Daily

1263: Film Theory by Xan Forest Phillips

The Slowdown: Poetry & Reflection Daily

American Public Media

Arts, Performing Arts

4.81.2K Ratings

🗓️ 18 December 2024

⏱️ 6 minutes

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Summary

Today’s poem is Film Theory by Xan Forest Phillips. The Slowdown is your daily poetry ritual.


In this episode, Major writes… “Today’s poem reminds me that artists exist in a culture of rejection. And over time, the little illusory nicks to your ego, and the weight of commitment to your art, either extinguishes your fire or has you recommit even more, driven by that sheer love of making.”


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0:00.0

Hey, it's Slowdown producer Micah. As 2024 comes to a close, we're asking you to help us plan for a poetry-filled 2025.

0:09.3

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0:14.2

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0:20.0

Visit slowdownshow.org slash donate or find the link in the show notes.

0:24.6

Thanks and happy listening.

0:31.4

I'm Major Jackson, and this is the Slowdown.

0:37.0

Thank you. And this is the slowdown.

0:50.2

My first rejections from literary journals were a gut punch.

0:59.0

I took the plunge to see how my poems would fare in the big wide world of lit magazines, hopeful that I would find an audience.

1:04.0

I had, until then, only shared my work with friends. I purchased the trade book Poets Market and identify which publications I thought my work best fit.

1:13.6

As instructed in the chapter, insider tips on what editors want, I sent only five poems.

1:20.5

They were carefully curated to match the taste of editors at five chosen literary journals.

1:27.8

This was in the days before online submissions.

1:31.7

To write the cover letter, make out checks for submission fees,

1:35.8

stuff the envelopes with poems in a self-addressed stamped envelope,

1:39.6

then drive to the post office, took me several hours.

1:44.7

When I deposited my palms into the big blue mailbox that first time, I felt the glow of pride

1:51.5

and confidence. Several days. Not weeks later, the poems were returned with little slips of dismissive remarks inside.

2:02.9

Doesn't do it for us. Please submit in three years. We deliberated long and hard.

2:09.7

Alas, these poems never reached the finish line. Nice sonnets. We don't publish these.

2:17.5

Ouch.

2:19.2

The swiftness and brevity of responses stung.

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