Welcome to what have you, with Rachel Jankovic and Rebecca Merkel.

This audio is brought to you by, Cannon Press. Welcome back to our all new podcast what have you. I'm Rachel Jank

I'm Beggmerkel. I'm just curious why is it all new Rachel we haven't done it in so long that we're

launching a new podcast oh when we fired it back up this is our new start you know guys

just just to be clear I don't know if Rachel I have really talked to

one another since our last podcast.

Only in passing Becca only in passing. It's um it's been a fluster thing but you know it

probably has been back at your ranch also it's been the fluster kind of a time but a

weird fluster because normally May, I mean every May we talk about how crazy it is.

May McGadden. Yeah, mayhem, but it didn't this year in the same way. It took us by surprise.

But also, no matter how much you thought you didn't mean to be quarantined,

you still came out of it with more of an on we than you. I feel like it was very hard like to get back up a pace of life

and all was really treacherous. I went back to school and taught for four

weeks and I'll tell you what is not normal and that is trying to end a school year without finals.

Yeah, no.

Because there's no like thing that you're building towards.

There's no like no usually may.

Usually may is a non-stop wedding shower, graduation party, track event, followed by Grandparents Day and

assemblies and concerts and like everything. And this time and We know what it felt like you know how sometimes if you get um like weirdly jittery from I don't know like

what am I trying to picture where you feel really keyed up but you can't quite put your finger on what

the matter is exactly it's just like overly caffeinated or that sort of I have

where it's a weird kind of a little turmoil within yeah I felt

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