Hello everyone, welcome back to Tea with Publicity. I am once again sorry that I

didn't have an episode last week. It is a year since my fresh start video that I

posted and I've just been rethinking things, thinking through the podcast and

really reflecting on the past year and what I want to do differently moving

forward and what's working and what's not working and yeah I feel like let's

talk about it. Let's get into it and discuss the pod, the lack thereof, the

inconsistency, all of it. So I feel like I'm one of those people unfortunately in

life that always learns the hard ways with things. That's just like the way I am

by nature and it takes me a long time to like take lessons away from things. I

guess not a long time but it's like anyone in life like you have to process

things and I feel like now that I've been like a year out from my previous job

and doing this on my own and I live in a new city and all of these things it's

like I feel like I'm just hitting my stride which sounds so crazy because it's

been one full year but it really takes time and you have to be patient with

things and I feel like I had a little bit of imposter syndrome when I first

started doing the podcast on my own and so much of it's in my head like I'm

still able to book the same caliber of guests but I have this like weird

imposter syndrome where I'm like well no one's gonna want to come on and no

one's gonna want to talk to me and no one's gonna think I'm important and

blah blah blah so then I like don't reach out to people because I like feel

like I'm not important or I feel like they wouldn't want to come on and I've

just been like my own worst critic and then I think I've been navigating you

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