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This is our Saturday, we enjoyed the day and the opportunity we've had to worship the Lord.

We ask this as we meet here to see the Spirit. We will be here with this.

We will be prompted to die well and that we will have our hearts open and softened and that we can

speak the words in our minds and be transparent. Lord, we're grateful for all the many blessings

that that was given to us and for the sacrifice of our Savior Jesus Christ and the opportunity

provides for us to continually grow and repent and grow closer to the Lord. We're grateful for everything

we have and we say the things in the name of thy Son Jesus Christ. Amen.

Amen.

Well, thanks for being for me with us. I guess one of the things that I want to do, I mean the

last time I met with you, that I was really the first time I met with you. And so I think my

objective at that time was really to kind of listen and try to understand kind of where you are.

Some of the things I heard there during the meeting, I guess I wanted to have them

come home again. So I guess maybe where I wanted to start was kind of what are the things that you

do believe. I mean I remember Cody and I mean in Sam, you didn't know that if there was a God

or you didn't know if you believed in it anymore. You know one of the things you said is that you

really wanted the church to be true. So I guess as I thought back about what we talked about and

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