What's gonna dance like it's 2005. Come on, get up. What a time to feel.

Talking nostalgia and now, the biggest fan in the crowd. Uh-huh. Uh-huh. It's Laguna Biatch.

What is up, everybody? Thank you so much for listening to another episode of Nostalgia and Now with Laguna Biocch.

As always, it is your host Kelly. And it's kind of funny, I always apologize about Gail or Jolene because they're so loud.

But someone was like, we don't even hear them. So if you hear Gail crying, I'm telling you that she hates when I record, I don't know what it is, but it, like, triggers something deeply disturbed in her. And she's, like, circling my chair, just yelling at me. So, again, if you do hear her, I want to apologize. If you don't hear her, that's cool, too. That's preferable, honestly. If you celebrate the 4th of July, I hope you had an awesome 4th of July.

I ate so many hot dogs and just had a good time. Unfortunately, I did have to work the following day. But Fourth of July is my favorite holiday. I just, I've always loved it. You know, growing up, it was always stressful being with divorced parents, being like, oh, whose house am I going to stay at for Christmas Eve and Christmas Day and all this bullshit? But Fourth of July, it was always like,

okay, I'm going to a pool. So whichever parent's friend has a pool, that's what parent I'm going with.

Usually it was my mom. Her friends always had like a big party. We always had so much fun.

So yeah, if you celebrated, I hope you

had a great time. If you just decided to stay in and binge watch the show manifest on Netflix,

I understand that too. Almost wanted to cancel my plans just so I could finish it. I have been told

that it ends on a cliffhanger and it has been canceled, but you know what? I can handle it,

maybe. Seriously,

though, I guess Netflix passed up on like renewing it as a series, but I'm hoping Hulu swoops in or something because the show's really good. I actually really like it. I didn't think I would. It is starting to get a little like sci-fi type of show, but overall, I really, really like it, Josh Dallas is a little haughty-toddy. I never watched once upon a time. I feel like when that came out, there were just a lot of shows in my wheelhouse, and I really didn't have time to watch it. But I know people loved that show. I do remember that. I think it was on the same night as Grey's Anatomy. But guys, I need to talk to you about something, okay? I need to chat with you. I need to chat to the podcast fan because I feel like we got something special and you guys like to help me with advice. Or maybe you don't like to, but you do anyway. And I appreciate that so much. You know I love a good little dear diary moment. But I'm starting to get like really stressed. So I'm someone, it's really hard for me to live in the moment. I'm

always nervous about the future. I can't stop thinking about the future. And it's starting to

stress me out more than ever. Basically, my friend is getting married in October. I'm going to be in

the wedding. I can't wait to be there. But it's starting to get stressful because when we were all

originally asked to be in the bridal party, we were all single. And now I'm the only one without a date. And it's kind of gotten to the point where I'm like, all right, I've always been the single friend. Like, it used to be funny. And now it's just, like, frustrating. And I'm not mad at my friends for bringing dates. I understand that's what you do for a wedding. I could ask one of our other friends to come with me, but I don't know. I'm just, I'm kind of like, wow, I'm really going to be single for a really long time. And I also know that's my fault because I don't put myself out there. So guys, what the fuck? I don't know if anyone else feels that way. It's kind of like you've always been the single friend because it's hard for you to put yourself out there. And I'm not like mad. Like I said, I'm not mad at my friends for bringing dates. But in my head, I was like, yeah, we'll all be single. Like it's one of the last times that we'll all hang out, like a single people other than than the bride of course. But now I'm just

kind of like, well, shit. And again, I know this is probably something I should do in therapy

rather than on a podcast. But you know what, guys, we're close, right? I do want to let you guys

know that in two weeks there may not be a podcast just because I do take a week off between seasons of the

podcast. And then in August, I'll be missing a weekend. So there will be a couple weekends

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