I need fear tactics. This video will not get demonetized. Watch.

We're getting demonetized. What's happening? Are we going?

We're live! Oh God, this is so stressful. Why do you need scare tactics?

Because it takes me so much, so many threats and so much pain to change my habits.

But you're so self-examinatory. That's not the right word. That's called neurotic. That's a very nice

synonym for it. If you were not getting anything done I would agree with you.

Oh interesting. It's not paralyzing paralyzing yeah I do I I come from such a dysfunctional

mind in the word I feel like that's lost its value I come from a very sick

family and I'm very determined to not be sick.

Right.

So I'm trying hard to...

But you get a lot of shit done.

See, I don't agree with this, like the idea of paralyzing.

It may like hinder in some way shape or form or cause obstacles, but you

maneuver around those obstacles. So I don't agree with you.

It's tricky. I mean, how do you, I definitely would say, would identify a self- but like do you think that's part of being a good

comedian is being able to analyze yourself and your neuroses and yeah for sure if you can't see

yourself it's gonna be super hard to get other people to relate to you.

Because if there's some obvious blind spots that they see that you're not addressing.

It's my nightmare to not be self-aware and have everybody know something about me that I don't know

I am like in constant paranoia I mean and we know people who don't know themselves and who do can't see themselves and it seems really it terrifies me

That's what bothers us about those people it's not necessarily

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