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or YouTube because I'm doing vlog style if you're listening on audio that's completely fine but if you hear me like clinking around it's because I'm doing a little get ready with me style video today I'm going to be doing my hair and we're going to I mean my hair oh my god my hair is done I'm going to be doing my makeup and we're going to be talking about manifesting setting goals for the new year and vision boarding I've talked about this in years past but like

having my birthday fall on the new year or like right after it it's interesting because some years I feel a lot of pressure from it some years I'm like oh my god this is so much to take in because it just feels like such a fresh start in terms of like I said like a new year and a new age but this year I don't really feel that way I feel like these last few months especially since I moved

I've just been in this era of like I've been in this era of just like not putting pressure on myself or not putting pressure on anything I think I almost like kind of have to do that right now as like self protection given the fact that my life has had so much like change I also think I'm doing that partially because I know it's like

everything's going to work out the way it's supposed to if you're watching this and you see the mess behind me I have my last few days in this shitty little Airbnb so I'm excited to get out of here next week I move into my permanent place

um but yeah let's talk about it so let's talk about goals what's let's recap 2022 I did post on my Instagram a little 2022 recap of my favorite things from the year including my favorite clothing brands my favorite clothing items that I purchased my favorite books that I read um if you want to check that out it's on my Instagram it's just a cute little list but in terms of 2022 I was having this really weird

I do this really weird avoidant thing um where sometimes if I don't want to deal with something that is like mentally challenging I won't go there so for example like let's say I'm with a guy and he cheats on me I just will never think of him again like maybe subconsciously I will maybe all the nightmares or anxiety but like every time my brain thinks about it I'm like nope

and I feel like I kind of did that with 2022 a little bit I was um seeing everyone make these like end of your post and I couldn't go there I just felt so unprepared to go back and reflect because I was nervous that as I reflected I would just see so many pictures and videos from my old job

and I guess I haven't healed that much um on the surface I've healed and like in my gut I've healed like I know that everything happens for a reason and it happens in the right way

but I think like I hold a lot of resentment um which is normal like I'm one of those people who I hold your resentment for a really long time

no not a really long time at all like a year or two when something major happens and then it's like poof out of my brain as if nothing ever happens

so I'm not at that point yet where nothing happened um actually I have something interesting to tell you guys about that topic

but we'll get into that in a little um I'm not there yet and I feel like I didn't want anything to trigger me

so I was like I'm not recapping my year I'm not even thinking about it and then I forced myself to think about it

and as I thought about it I was like wait that's not so bad

why are you avoiding this like are you nuts like you did so much like career aside in 2022 that you should be proud of

and I think I realized that as I did very briefly recap my year on my Instagram stories

I mean I had my second sold out live show which is like literally my favorite thing in the world

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