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This Is Actually Happening

1: What if your boyfriend lit himself on fire? (1st episode)

This Is Actually Happening

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Documentary, Tiah, Society & Culture

4.6 β€’ 10.4K Ratings

πŸ—“οΈ 11 September 2013

⏱️ 17 minutes

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Summary

"We're still here. What part are we playing in all this?"


Producer: Whit Missildine


Episode Summary: After finally deciding to settle into a long term relationship, a woman becomes tangled in a web of confusion, guilt and grief as her partner self-destructs


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Content/Trigger Warnings: mental illness, suicide, explicit language


Intro Music: "Illabye" – Tipper

Music Bed: "Cat Wearing Glasses" – Lee Rosevere


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Transcript

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0:00.0

How do I tell them? How do I tell them? How do I pay the bills? How do I pay the bills?

0:07.0

I know what goes through your head when you're living with cancer. The questions, the fears, the need to know.

0:14.0

How do I know?

0:16.0

Because I'm living with cancer too.

0:19.0

That's why I joined the Macmillan online community,

0:22.0

and we can help people like you whatever you

0:25.0

need to ask to join us search Macmillan online community.

0:29.4

What a life these celebrities lead?

0:33.0

Imagine walking the red carpet, the cameras in your face,

0:37.0

the designer clothes, the worst dress list, the big house,

0:40.0

the world constantly peering in, the bursting bank account, the people trying to get their grubby mitts on it.

0:46.0

What are you all about? I'm just saying, being really, really famous, it's not always easy.

0:52.0

I'm Emily Lloyd Seineaney and I'm Anna Leong Rofi

0:56.0

and we're the hosts of Terribly famous from Wandary,

0:59.0

the podcast which tells the stories of our favorite celebrities

1:02.0

from their perspective.

1:04.0

Each season we show you what it's really like being famous by taking you inside the life of a British icon.

1:10.0

We walk you through their glittering highs and eyebrow raising lows and ask is fame and fortune really worth it

1:17.2

Follow terribly famous now wherever you get your podcast or listen early and ad free on Wond Plus on Apple Podcast or The Wandery App. Wonder. Welcome to the Permitem Corporation.

1:47.0

A presentation of the audio podcast, this is actually happening.

1:57.0

Episode 1. What if your boyfriend lit himself on fire? I remember having this moment in Asia I kind of laughed at something out loud to myself and I thought to myself I finally had this recognition of wanting

2:26.9

to do that to somebody else like wanting to laugh and tell somebody else.

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