This is Julie Bauer from PaleomG and you another episode of Paleum G Unsensor. I am back in my

goddamn sister-in-law's closet. I really need my contractor to move

faster and get this shit done. I wish I was more handy and so then I could just do shit myself.

It's like no I don't need to hire a fucking contractor who will work ten times slower than he needs to because then he gets paid more.

No I don't need to do that. I'll do it myself. I am an independent

woman. But you know what? I don't know how to do shit, okay? So this whole waterproofing, a shower, I don't know how to do that.

Framing things, I don't know how to do that, cutting tile, I don't know how you do that.

I guess I could learn, but no. So instead I'm waiting for my

contractor to finish. I'm thinking about my contractor he is a sweet sweet old man I'm sure he wouldn't love

being called old but it's hard to know how old he is I'm guessing like 70.

And I'd say like, sorry if you're like, 70 is not old, if you're listening to this and you are 70, it older than me so I'm also going to say

32 is old because it's older than me and I don't want to make it to 32 I feel like

I've been having a hard time with this whole age thing. I think mostly

because I photograph myself every week and I edit my own photos and when you edit your own photos you're like,

hey, where the fuck did that wrinkle come from?

Hey, where did that dimple come from? Hey I didn't have a

dimple there last week. They didn't have a ripple. They didn't have a line. They didn't have a

wrinkle. Like all these new things that just start popping up.

And so I've been feeling a bit insecure lately.

I need to work on my positive self-talk

self-talk, but man, I felt

feel insecure lately and I want to do an episode about it because

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