But it must have been amazing to just watch that transformation and see someone pull that

off because it works in theory, but it's so hard to do in practice and I've been very

public about my struggles with sobriety and with drugs and addiction.

But then it finally did click and I found a way to do it as one of the most proudest things

I've ever done in my life.

But for you to witness someone do it must have been inspiring and must have changed who

you were as a person too.

Brother, I rely on it all to this day.

I had to break through about three weeks ago, I got to share with you brother, just for

me and you, but everyone can listen.

We discount ourselves in our lives.

This is what human beings do.

All this sounds good, Ed.

Sounds good, Brian, but you don't know me.

You don't know my divorce.

You don't know my beak, my financial failures.

You don't know these things I'm super ashamed of and embarrassed by.

You don't know that I've never been successful or anything.

I'm totally average.

The stuff I would love to believe this applies to me, but I'm disqualified.

This is what most people think.

Let me remind you, I want to say something to you, it's your humanity, your life experience

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