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Scimitations, yeah. Hey everyone welcome back.

welcome back.

Okay, I want to talk about something that on this whole

awakening journey.

Now there's a lot of health care people and other people that

follow along with the show and they got sucked in during like the dumb

parody videos and then COVID and now they're here because they're like what's he talking about

That I can actually see reality as it is that there's a possible end to suffering in this lifetime that I can understand my mind and my

reactivity and my conditioning and start to let it go and see what's actually right in front of all of our faces like

He's been talking about that so I'm weirdly interested and I don't know why. But yet when I go

online and I watch videos about this stuff everybody seems to be saying a different

thing, a different thing that doesn't vibe with my own experience, and I'm starting to feel like maybe

I'm broken, maybe my own experience is wrong, maybe I can't trust what's coming up for me because

Zuben saying one thing about awakening and

non-duality and everything is one and this and that and it's all empty of

substance and Angelo Doolulos saying another thing and Rupert Spiro is

saying this thing and the Sufi mystics are saying this thing and my Christian upbringing is telling me this and I don't

know what to believe because what's coming up here feels different and then they

talk about these stages of awakening.

Like well first you have this insight shift, then you have this first awakening,

then you have this shadow work, then you have this increasing emptiness and deconstruction, and then it's all

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