Have you, what hurdles have you had to go through?

Because I feel like people will look at you and be like,

this guy is buff, he has a helicopter, like,

he's different, he's just different than I am.

We're not the same.

You know, I think hurdles is what helps us grow and I would tell you that the reason that I am where I am today is because the hurdles I had early on in my life.

When I was 21 years old my father passed away in my arms actually. And in that moment and in that time I spent with him, I listened to his regrets on his deathbed and I don't think that there's a

greater teacher in this world than death I really don't and at 21 listening to a

48 year old father,

die and listen to his regrets, was a huge wake up call for me.

Like, and I was a dip shit when I was 18, 19, 20, yeah I was stupid.

I'm still a dip shit. I'm just much better than I was. But listening to that and having your father pass away, that was a huge

hurdle and I had a choice to succumb to depression and the overwhelming feeling of like,

oh shit, I'm being asked now to be the father of five kids

and a single mom, you know, or to step up and. kids and again,

again, that whole problem trial, whatever you want to call it

shaped the rest of my life.

Now, my life has never ever been easy.

I've always had tons and tons of hurdles.

But that was the beginning and it put me in a place

where I just simply said I don't want to die on my deathbed and say what my father said.

Yeah, do you mind sharing what he said or is that too person? No, no, no, not at all. My dad, he's funny, so there's five of us. I'm the oldest of five. And when we were growing up, my father used to say,

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