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GoOD Mornings with CurlyNikki

Why Should the 'I' Feel Discouraged?

GoOD Mornings with CurlyNikki

Nikki Walton

Scripture Meditation, Christian Meditation, Anxiety Relief, Meditation, Morning Prayer, Jesus-centered Meditation, Daily Devotional, Financial Breakthrough, Prayer Podcast, Spirituality, Peace Of Mind, Holy Spirit Guidance, Breakthrough Prayer, Religion & Spirituality, Psalms, Christian Devotional, Christian Healing, Religion, Daily Devotional Podcast, Dark Night Of The Soul, Prayer For Protection, Ego Death

5.02.5K Ratings

🗓️ 25 September 2023

⏱️ 8 minutes

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Summary

"I am alive", "I am scared", "I am in need", "I am stuck"...

That's what you think this Presence is saying. 

That's what you've been told It's saying.

But really It's saying, "you are not".

"Your fears are not."

"Your desires are not."

 "Your illnesses, your concerns are not."

I Am.

That's Me you're claiming,

 and putting all those limitations on.

Stop that.

See that you're already where you need to be. 

Where you need to be is depending on Me.

Dissolving in Me. 

This is your 40 days and nights.

 And I can hear you asking, when does it end?

When you know it's only Me here.

I Love You

I Am You

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Today's Quotes:

"Why Should the 'I' Feel Discouraged?" - Simona Jae @simona_jae_ via IG 

"Be quiet that is Truth. Be Still that is God."- Ramana Maharshi

"When approaching God, one has to give everything, all one possesses. But people say: 'How am I to give up my pride, my anger, my self-importance, how can I bear insult without a murmur?' When you give everything, you get everything." -Anandamayi Ma

"The very moment God sees us fully convinced of our nothingness, He reaches out His hand to us." -St. Therese of Lisieux

"He knows what is best and when and how to do it.

Leave everything entirely to Him.

His is the burden:

you have no longer any cares.

All your cares are His.

Such is surrender.

This is bhakti." - Ramana Maharashi 

"A Realized Soul looks upon his body in the same way that a coolie does regarding his load.

He will look forward to putting down the load at the destination." - Ramana Maharshi 

 

Transcript

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0:00.0

Good morning.

0:30.7

God morning to you. Close that body's eyes and say there's only God here. There's only

0:43.1

Ram here. There's only Christ here. There's only Allah here. None other than Yahweh, none other than love.

1:00.0

But that's not good enough saying it. You have to say it until you can hear it.

1:11.3

And then you begin to fill it. And the silence that follows it.

1:17.8

Lord Jesus Christ have mercy on me. Help me to unsee me.

1:21.5

I'm like Saint Teresa said the very moment. God sees you fully convinced of your

1:29.8

nothingness. He reaches out his hand to you. That's why prayers always seem to work in the 11th

1:37.8

hour because you surrender. You finally see I can't do it. I have my own self can do nothing. And

1:46.2

you give up. Even if for a split second, you collapse. You dissolve. And then the miracle

1:53.9

happens. Something happens where you look back and you're like I'm always taken care of. You

1:59.1

don't have to wait until you get that low until you get that scared. Every moment we surrender

2:06.4

ourselves. Remember we are not these bodies. We die to ourselves as Christ taught us. Only love

2:14.9

is here. And then refill it. And we know that where everything appears to be only it,

2:21.4

this filling, this presence is. It's aware of itself where that body appears to be. You are

2:27.6

aware of yourself as a love where that body appears to be. The body is your misperception

2:34.4

of this love. You misperceive this love and you see a body. It's a distortion of this purity,

2:43.0

this perfection that you are that he is. And the moment you stop thinking there's just that

2:50.9

scene, just that appearance with no narration, no backstory, no projection as to what may happen

2:59.1

in the future. Nothing but God appearing as that silent scene. And when I say silent scene,

3:07.9

there might still be horns honking birds tweeting this voice speaking. But that's all there is.

3:15.0

And all you can say is I have no idea what's happening. That's a lesson and of course in miracles.

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