Join Premium! Ready for an ad-free meditation experience? Join Premium now and get every episode from ALL of our podcasts completely ad-free now! Just a few clicks makes it easy for you to listen on your favorite podcast player.  Become a PREMIUM member today by going to --> https://WomensMeditationNetwork.com/premium I walk out of their room, The littles are finally asleep.  My day isn’t quite over yet, I feel a need so deep.  PAUSE I push our door open, And take a hopeful glance, I already know what I’ll see, Still I’m hoping there’s a chance.  PAUSE Will you glance up from your screen, Locking eyes with mine in need? I wait for a few moments… Nothing…despite my silent plead.  PAUSE Disappointment fills my heart, Loneliness carves a hole.  I can’t tell you how many times, I have felt invisible.  LONG PAUSE I don’t need the world to see me, I already know who I am.  But when you look right past me, It crushes me paper thin.  PAUSE I often feel like I’m holding, Everything we hold dear.  Juggling, pushing and getting it done, While you’re anywhere but here.  PAUSE At times, you stop and notice, With words that feel sincere.  But most times I’m convinced, You’ve forgotten that I’m here.  PAUSE I want you to see me, I’m not out of your view.  I want you to notice, I’m pulling away from you.  PAUSE Disappointment fills my heart, Loneliness carves a hole.  I can’t tell you how many times, I have felt invisible.  LONG LONG PAUSE I calm myself down,  As breath flows and eases through.  It takes me awhile to remember,  My sense of self doesn’t come from you.  PAUSE So slowly I touch inside,  And remember who I am, I honor the pain but know that, Staying here leaves me damned.  PAUSE I see myself rise up, And demand to be seen. With love and hope, I tell you, To honor me like a queen.  PAUSE You wrap your arms around me,  Admitting where you went wrong. I melt into you and feel relieved,  Grateful we’re so strong.  PAUSE Gratitude fills my heart, Tenderness fills that hole.  I promise to tell you every time, I feel invisible.  Namaste, Beautiful 💗💗💗 Check out all the deals from our incredible sponsors here! --> https://womensmeditationnetwork.com/sponsors 💗💗💗 Check out all of our other podcasts at https://womensmeditationnetwork.com Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices