What's up everybody, it's your boy Cornelius back to another episode of This Is Life, man.

I'm so excited to be with y'all.

So last week, if you didn't have an opportunity to listen last week or the last two weeks,

I had a guest on Chris and last week was special because I shared again a story

that happened back in December 2019.

And I had so many people who reached out to me because either they knew someone

who was in that situation or they were in that situation themselves.

So I thought it would probably be prudent to kind of talk to you about that.

So some of the people reached out and I mean, I haven't, I haven't been able to really,

I haven't really, you know, message backed anyone about it because I want to be honest with you,

I want to be honest with you is still kind of a fresh scab, if you will.

And it's like every time, you know, I got to talk about it.

It's like you're peeling it back a little bit more.

So my objective here is, you know, I do want to just, I do want to talk about it

because I feel like it's, it's good for me to be able to mention some of it.

But yeah, so if you didn't get a chance to listen to it, December 2019,

I was really in one of the lowest places of my life.

And from the outside, you really wouldn't be able to tell that because I mean,

everything was going right on the outside, which, you know, that's usually how it is.

Everything was going right, but I was like literally decaying within.

And I sat on the side of my bed, I sat on the edge of my bed,

and it was like one something in the morning, you know, I couldn't go to sleep.

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