4.6 • 9.9K Ratings
🗓️ 19 July 2022
⏱️ 50 minutes
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“I completely lost touch with reality. You can’t rely on those around you, and you can’t rely on what’s within you. That’s the most terrifying thing in the world.”
Producer: Whit Missildine
Episode Summary: Struggling to find his identity after college, a man suddenly suffers from a panic attack that leads to a terrifying downward spiral.
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Content/Trigger Warnings: drug use, mental breakdown, explicit language
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0:00.0 | This is actually happening features real experiences that often include traumatic events. |
0:04.2 | Please consult the show notes for specific content warnings on each episode |
0:07.6 | and for more information about support services. |
0:16.3 | Today we continue our annual Summer Re-Broadcast series, |
0:19.9 | returning with new episodes starting August 9th. |
0:23.2 | Today's episode, what if you thought your mother was a robot, |
0:26.3 | was originally released as number 146 on January 14th, 2020? |
0:33.2 | I completely lost touch with reality. You can't rely on those around you |
0:39.1 | and you can't rely on what's within you. That's the most terrifying thing in the world. |
0:55.0 | From Wondery, I'm Whit Missildine. You are listening to this is actually happening. |
1:10.4 | Episode 146. What if you thought your mother was a robot? |
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1:47.1 | It's hard to imagine losing a loved one, a wife, a husband, a child. |
1:51.4 | For many, it's their biggest fear. Amarissa Jones, host of The Vanished. |
1:55.9 | A podcast that tells the stories of often overlooked and unsolved missing persons' cases, |
2:00.6 | in an effort to uncover the truth. Listen to The Vanished on Amazon Music or |
2:04.9 | wherever you get your podcasts. I was born in San Jose, California and we were a pretty poor |
2:22.7 | family. There was a moment where I remember we lived in Section 8 housing and all of our neighbors, |
2:30.4 | their lights were turned on and I remember ours were not and I remember people coming over |
2:37.3 | and bringing us candles to keep our apartment lit and of course I didn't think anything of it |
2:43.8 | but you know later on I came to the realization that we were just one of the poorest families in our |
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