Hey, babe. It's Asia Christina. This is Quality Queen Control. What is happening?

Hello, Angels. Happy Wednesday. So I am actually recording this on Tuesday. And today has been a very interesting day for me.

As you guys know, last Tuesday, when I recorded just a new intro, I didn't do a new episode

because I really was in no condition to do so.

And I have to say that, shockingly, this week has been,

definitely feels a lot better. And as you can see from the title, I'm going to be talking about what death has taught me and just going on a little reflection

type of rant to share my thoughts with you guys. And I did lay my grandmother to rest

yesterday or what is today for me actually actually. And today's the 22nd,

as I'm recording this, but you guys are going to see it on Wednesday, which is the 23rd.

And I learned so much. And it has been a very emotional journey, of course, for me. And I had such a great

experience in, I got to cry a lot. And I know this sounds very different, but I actually did my grandmother's

makeup. Now, what's what inspired me to do it ironically enough was it was just a random thought

that came in my head and I kept it to myself. I didn't say anything. And I remember going to the funeral home to

see the place that we were going to have the service and everything with my family. And my mom said,

well, wouldn't it be nice if you could do, you know, grandma's makeup? for those of you that don't know i used to be a

freelance makeup artist for some of my friends here and there for different occasions and things that

they may have i will do my i will do makeup for them but it's not something that i do as a business

any longer for eight for quite some time. And I even remember doing one of my

friends' makeup for her pregnancy shoot. So that's just a fun fact about me. And I was super

honored. And mind you, upon, you know, as this day was approaching, my grandmother had

a public viewing and also a private one for the family. So the public one was on Monday and the

private one was on Tuesday, which is today for me. And I had so much anxiety and pain. Honestly, it has been a very

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