I need to be you to have like a warning system with friends to be like hey am I

turning myself into a clown can someone tell me I think the answer just having

real friends so we would say that to you yeah I just say that as someone who's like I'm not even I could absolutely see myself

going down that path like I could become one of those clown people yeah we know

do you want it do you want us to tell you if it was straight to slide?

I always want to be told.

Yeah, you're still good.

You need a stronger fear of needles.

I will do whatever works, and even some things that don't work.

To flee from your own mortality,

to avoid, avoid aging.

Yeah. She was saying like when you're dating someone your check should be is this a person who could

help me through the death of my mother I think that's totally reasonable well you just

don't think that way on a first date yeah or. Or a third date. But like you should. Yeah. Yeah.

We're back with Kendra, Hallie, and Sarah. This week we also have an interview with

historian Eric Larson about his book The Demon of Unrest

about the lead up to the Civil War. For some reason I felt it was timely. I

love this book. I found it to be a fascinating period of time to think about which is the time basically between Lincoln being elected and inaugurated and the march towards the Civil war and what it is like to think about the perspective of

the people that were making that civil war a reality even though they did not believe and could

not predict how bloody and terrible it would turn out to be.

And Kendra and I were here we were into it.

I loved it. I started reading the book this weekend and it's funny because you say period of time

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