I just read a comment of people discussing my mental health in the comments because it's

everyone's favorite thing to fucking do.

Everyone's a fucking psychologist on YouTube comments.

But there was somebody who said that they're fighting over whether or not I'm having a

manic episode, which I've also had the argument with myself.

So they said this isn't a manic episode.

I'm just not sleeping as a response to my vlog.

I'm so happy I live with like a man in cats because every fucking noise I swear to God if

I was alone right now I'd be like, that's why I believed in ghosts for so fucking long.

I was living alone.

So they're discussing if I'm having a manic episode.

Said not sleeping is insomnia, not mania.

Mania is very obnoxious and scary.

Hypo mania is a less obvious and normal for people to experience this on a set.

And then they said, I have bipolar disorder and really I'm interested in how should I be

doing in a couple of months or later this year because I do recognize some type of cycling.

I remember earlier in 2020 she was doing not good.

I think it's possible she could be hypomanic and here I want to talk about it.

Oh my God, I've been having a lot of trouble swallowing lately because I've been talking

so fucking much.

I've actually talked to before.

I told therapists like, dude I'm here because I'm bipolar, help me and they're like, you're

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