A year listening to Hashtag No Filter, with Zach Peter, that's me, your naturally

platinum-blan pop culture kind of sewer, and the reality TV junkie, self-improvement

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private Facebook group. We had a very heated discussion about Meghan Markle. So if you want

to join in on that, click that link in the description below. Okay, so I'm going to be trying

something a little different this week. I know if you want to jump straight to the tea,

I have Adam from up in Adam, who is on the show with me today. So you can just fast forward

a couple of minutes and we'll jump into all the Erica Jane, Tom Gerardi, Porsche drama

that we'll be breaking down later in this episode. But I figured I would start things

a little bit differently this week because it's a bit of a different week for me. I'm

sorry, you guys. I just I've been having a really, really challenging week and I just I've

been so sad. I've been overwhelmed with just this sadness and I don't know how to make

it go away. And I just find myself, you know, this this show has kind of always been my medium

and my outlet. So for the people that have listened for a really long time, you'll know

that we have these occasional life moments where we lean on each other and, you know, but

and this is going to sound so stupid, but it's more of like an inner thing than an outer

thing. But I ended up, it was my mother's birthday and I wanted to get her hair done. So I went

with her and I decided I wanted to try something new with my hair. And then I ended up, you

know, we ended up trying something new, which I was totally down with. I was like, maybe

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