The You ever heard someone saying, be your most beautiful, authentic self?

And standing outside of that and trying to figure out, what is that?

What does that even look like, smell like?

What does that appear to myself and to others?

Well, let me tell you what it is,

because I want you to step into your beautiful, authentic self.

But listen, I'm just precaution you

that when you go down this journey,

it is not a beautiful journey at all like people make this

transformational healing self-love type of thing the most beautiful thing it has butterflies and

dainty little bowls and you know it even has confetti but i'm going to tell you something

that thing is real ugly it's ugly okay you ready listen i did not embark on this journey with

the intentions of saying i'm going to do this now. At this moment in time, this is going to happen.

And I'm going to see something different. No, that's not what happened. What happened was a series of events

that spanned into each other and made me look at myself in several different ways from several different perspectives

and with an eye that was wide open there was a period in my life where I felt like everything

was compounding on top of each other it seemed as if I could not get a leg up every time I turned

around it was it was just it was always a situation.

And the way in which I've always handled situations, and I'll be honest,

because listen, I am a vulnerable person, I would cry.

Now I gave myself a two-minute cry.

I know it sounds crazy, but follow me for a minute. I would give myself a two-minute

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