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I just remember all of a sudden just being like, oh my God, I don't feel good.

Previously, on the retrievals. It was an unfathomable amount of pain,

and I remember begging them to stop.

And one of the attendings,

she looked at me and told me to tell her that it was okay. That's one thing I regret

the most that I didn't say like, it's not okay. I felt horrible. And then I got mad. And then I got really

mad. From serial I got really mad.

From serial productions in the New York Times, I'm Susan Burton, and this is the retrieval season two, the C-sections.

And I got really mad, and I was like, I am going to talk to the provider.

I don't even know what to say.

I'm so angry.

Usually this scene happens in a hospital corridor.

There's a template for this.

One doctor dressing down another, maybe shouldering furiously out of an OR, stripping

off gloves, throwing them into a bin with an emphatic gesture, and turning to face their

colleague. The one doctor, passionate and outraged about what just happened in that room, and

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