Hello you guys guys welcome to another episode of my podcast things could be worse I'm your host

Billy Diedrich and today I'm doing my episode all about FOMO if you guys listen to or watch the last episode you would know that towards the end of it I kind of talked about how I wanted to get into more about like how I've been feeling lately.

Like last episode was a story time of what happened on like my Halloween weekend,

Halloween type of thing. And it was just like a super fun, light-hearted, you know,

story time type of episode, but there is some things that have been happening

like in my life personally like mentally and you know socially that I kind of want to

dive in deeper with and like talk to you guys about them because I feel like I haven't really opened up in a while since we had all the Europe episodes and then we had the Halloween

episode so I feel like I need to just sit down and spill how I've been feeling and hopefully be able to you know talk about some things that you guys are going to be able to relate to because I feel like the things I'm going to be talking about and some of the things that I've been feeling and experiencing are sorry my hair is like bothering me right now really bad that's why I keep touching it if you're watching visually

I feel like a lot of things I've been feeling are very universal feeling and it's not the first time that I've felt I'm like literally so like cuddled cuddled no what swaddled swaddled no what the fuck I don't know I'm just like I have my blanket and I look so

like cozy and I am so what was I saying it isn't my first time feeling the things and experiencing the things that I'm currently feeling and experiencing.

And I honestly am kind of over it now, like when I talked about it last week like when I was recording last pod I was talking about how I wanted to dive into this because I was like going through something I was feeling like this but I've kind of you know let it pass and run its course and I still you know I'm feeling some certain type of ways but I've been able to like you know

analyze it and figure out why I'm feeling that way and also figure out like a way to make myself feel better so I feel like that's more useful than just like coming on here and complaining about the way that I've been feeling and then not have anything to like you know give you like solutions or advice on how to deal with those type of feelings so that's what

today's episode is going to be about so for starters let's talk about how I've

been feeling lately and basically what I didn't get to touch on in last episode because I ran

out of time. Honestly I've been pretty good. I feel like I've talked a little bit

about how you know obviously this transition period in my life has been pretty difficult just because all my friends most 99% of my friends went to college

They're at their colleges right now with all their new friends and they're doing so many cool

fun things and I'm just still here in my hometown doing what I've been doing since I

was pretty much 12 years old which is kind of insane when you put it that way.

But yeah, not dealing, well I wasn't dealing with the change that great.

It wasn't like terrible, like I wasn't like going through it, going through through it but it was just definitely like hard at

first and it's still hard but I feel like I'm kind of like finding my own routine and like

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