Sometimes Stephanie has flashbacks of the traumatic attack that took her husband's life.

And she says she wonders,

Why can't I be normal?

And yet that's where God has me.

Surrender them to me.

Trust me.

Hold my hand in the dark.

This is the Revive Our Hearts Podcast with Nancy DeMoss Walgamuth, co-author of You Can Trust God to Write Your Story.

For July 3rd, 2020, I'm Dana Gresh.

At the very front of the book that Robert and I co-author, you can trust God to write your story.

There's a verse that I think of often as I think about Stephanie Westgo and her story.

It's from Psalm 139.

It's verse 16.

And it says, all my days were written in your book and planned before a single

one of them began. That's an amazing thought. All my days. God knew how many, how few, exactly

what would be in them. They were written and they were planned before I was born.

And Stephanie, Westco has been here this week. Stephanie, just thank you for opening your heart.

This is something that you have experienced and come to embrace in a way you never would have planned or wanted, but since the shooting

death of your husband, Charles, 12 days after your family of eight children and you and Charles

landed in Cameroon where you'd been planning for years to serve as missionaries, what does it do to you

to think of God

planning all of this in eternity past? The Lord's taught me so much as I struggle through days of

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